[ why must he act like an abandoned dog in the rain
the way he is of mind that thorns cares about him deeply but does not feel that deeply about their relationship itself… but, anyway. around midnight the next day: ]
Two more hours Don't stress about it if you're tired; there's always tomorrow
[ instead of staring into the distance, he should stare at his boyfriend? he turns on video calling and waves excitedly into the camera. everything is terrible and out of focus, but there are… bright red stains on his collar. wild. ]
I've been out of the scene so they've been wanting me to network… I don't wanna…
he does not think elysium is cheating right now. however, whatever he is doing seems to be putting him around people who are not respecting his relationship? if they even know he's in one...
[ it's dire... he is seeking the comfort of other people...
but it's not like thorns doesn't get certain urges. but none of it had ever been close to a priority compared to everything else. the mindset of trying to shift things so it now is one has been interesting, especially with elysium not actually here. ]
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but this is a lot of pressure… ]
There are events I need to go to, but I'll try to make it back early. Don't wait up too long.
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[ he will wait for long. unfortunately his thoughts are deeply haunted by elysium's situation. ]
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the way he is of mind that thorns cares about him deeply but does not feel that deeply about their relationship itself… but, anyway. around midnight the next day: ]
Two more hours
Don't stress about it if you're tired; there's always tomorrow
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I'm awake.
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a call at like 1:51am. ]
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the amount of coffee he has drank to make sure he'd be awake does not need to be known. ]
Elysium.
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[ there is
muffled nightclub music(?) in the background. some kind of music? woah. ]
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okay. ]
Are you out?
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[ there seem to be people trying to talk to him… and he just tells them to get a hint already… okay ]
Annoying…
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he sighs. ]
What are the desperate measures?
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[ he's slurring. ]
How are you? I miss you…
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Okay. Are you at a club?
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I've been out of the scene so they've been wanting me to network… I don't wanna…
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thorns is sitting at his desk in his pajamas. he is drinking coffee. ]
How's the flirting going?
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Hm? It's going good. I've been wanting to see you again.
[ they are having two different conversations. ]
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he sips his coffee. ]
You look messier than usual.
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That's not important. What were you up to? It's late.
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[ this is where thorns is torn.
he does not think elysium is cheating right now. however, whatever he is doing seems to be putting him around people who are not respecting his relationship? if they even know he's in one...
hm... ]
You have something on your shirt.
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I told her I couldn't kiss her because I haven't even kissed you.
[ … ]
I don't even want to kiss anyone else…
[ looks like he's about to cry. okay. ]
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[ he says but they still haven't kissed.
but also, maybe he is misunderstanding something? is this an open relationship??? shaking. ]
... I'll kiss you when I see you next. If you want one.
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[ he starts nodding off on this random ass street without realising those has started going down the rabbit hole of conspiracy theories. ]
I wanted to kiss you back then. But I wasn't sure if that'd be moving too fast…
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but he is realizing things are dire... ]
Okay. So don't kiss anyone else.
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He looks pleased, though. Kicks his feet where Thorns can't see. ]
Heheheh. You're interested in these things?
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but it's not like thorns doesn't get certain urges. but none of it had ever been close to a priority compared to everything else. the mindset of trying to shift things so it now is one has been interesting, especially with elysium not actually here. ]
I'm interested in you.
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[ he means in terms of priority
okay ]
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