it's been x days since takasen

[bakaomi]

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[bakaomi]

[ taka doesn't move at first as he waits to see if senri will move again

when he doesn't, taka considers the coast clear and he'll get up. he doesn't actually start walking though, and instead he just

reaches down to brush the hair out of senri's face

and then he's quickly gone, off to brush his teeth and get dressed and do anything to distract himself from what just happened ]

[usogi]

[well that's. bad.

senri is awake but he pretends that he isn't, and once taka is far away enough from the couch he shifts so that he can entirely bury his face in his pillow because. he's sure that he's blushing all the way up to his ears. he thinks it's harder to breathe like this, but it's fine, because he kind of wants to die.

he doesn't understand anything.

are they really that stuck on old habits?

he doesn't stop taka from continuing on his day, and senri continue son with his. he hangs out with yuma for a little bit, and then the rest of his friends from every friend group that taka would have nothing to do with. he goes out to dinner with the friend he said he would and

comes back with a slice of cake for taka, because it's a cafe he went to often, and they knew that he always ordered extra to bring back to his boyfriend, but they didn't know they broke up.

so he comes back and... awkwardly places that on the table...]

[bakaomi]

[ taka eventually returns with his guitar again after practice. he's going through fan letters that his bandmate shoved onto him, so he doesn't even notice that senri made it before him at first.

except once he's taken enough steps inside the dorm he freezes and looks up to see and-- ah, yeah. there he is.

...

taka has no idea what the fuck to do in this situation until he remembers that senri was asleep and it's fine. it's fine? ]

[usogi]

[senri is about to make a comment about the cake

but then he sees the fan letters? and he's gotten plenty of them before and he's so. irritated immediately. he'd heard that taka was in a bad and he'd remembered what taka said about emo guys being popular and even though he has no right he is very suddenly

spittingly

jealous

and that's why he's going to take up the whole couch again binch!

and stubbornly look away from taka bc he's annoyed]

[bakaomi]

[ ...........

god he's so annoying.

taka glares at him before going to put his stuff away? it's like esp except instead of predicting the future taka can just tell when senri is annoyed, which then makes him annoyed too because fuck you.

when he passes by the couch again, he does not hold his tongue ]

Are you going to hog the couch every night?

[usogi]

[he answers so mildly]

Just until my jet lag eases up - why, do you need it?

[because it's not like taka sleeps there every night, right

it's not like there's a super pressing reason why taka would want the couch instead of his desk or his bed

right]

[bakaomi]

[ bitch

taka is about to say something, but then changes his mind because it would be admitting that he kind of does and he really does not want to get into that.

so he switches gears. ]

No, but you're not the only one who lives here.

[usogi]

Then ask politely and I can share - I dealt with you rudely demanding space last night.

[he says as if he did not immediately move to accommodate taka so that they were sharing without any actual complaint in the moment]

[bakaomi]

Ha?! I didn't even say anything!

[ he actually doesn't really remember if he did or not, most of it was overshadowed by senri cuddling with him.

but whatever? taka will just storm upstairs to go to his bed. ]

[usogi]

—so we can't even have a conversation longer than two minutes anymore?!

[well, of course they can't. it's too tense and too stupid and senri stares at the cake that he left and makes a noise of frustration before he gets up to put it away in the kitchen.

but he is going to come back so he can occupy the couch again out of PROTEST]

[bakaomi]

[ it's fine?? IT'S FINE!!!

it's so fine that taka is just going to play one of his cds

without headphones

loudly ]

[usogi]

[oh my god

senri hates him

but just for that he's not even going to put on a video game anymore

he swaps for a musical on netflix

and turns the volume

way up]

[bakaomi]

[ kasuka is literally going to fucking kill them

but taka is just going to raise his own volume to as loud as it can get and

yeah they're just going to be murdered there is no other alternative here ]

[usogi]

[they're absolutely going to get murdered

admittedly senri is going to go first seeing as he's on the first floor and kasuka will fucking slowly appear over the edge of the couch like he's out of a horror game and senri will

scream like a little baby

i hate that this has happened in dream!ing so this isn't even a joke tag this is a real thing that can and will happen]

[bakaomi]

[ yeah this is bad

taka actually goes to peer down at senri to see how he's actually reacting to this all and he notices their door

slowly opening

because he forgot to lock it.



and he is very quickly turning his music off. ]

[usogi]

Ahh, I'm sorry, senpai, don't curse me - noooooooo!!

[senri has been sacrificed for the sake of taka's emoass music]

[bakaomi]

[ TAKA IS NOT GOING DOWN THERE TO HELP AT ALL

HE MAY BE IN LOVE BUT HE AIN'T FUCKING STUPID

GOODBYE FOREVER, SENRI ]

[usogi]

[yeah he's fucking dead

even when kasuka leaves there's just fucking silence

and senri is going to be curled up on the couch just bc he's petrified

or maybe

dead]

[bakaomi]

[ he just

peers over the edge again

..............

should he go down? kasuka might still come back.......







he slowly makes his way downstairs. ]

[usogi]

[that's fine






senri has passed out from fear]

[bakaomi]

[ welp

he pokes senri to see if he's awake?? and when he doesn't stir taka is just going to turn the tv off

and then go to grab the blanket and drapes it over senri, before settling onto it himself.

this is fine. it's all good. senri's dead but it's a minor setback. ]

[usogi]

[senri is absolutely fucking dead and taka is cuddling with a corpse

.... okay not really - he wakes up in the middle of the night when he eventually comes to his senses and blinks in confusion bc the last thing he remembered was kasuka being horrifying. it startles him at first but.

taka is next to him.

and unfortunately that immediately distracts him and sets him at ease.

he breathes out a sigh and... shifts so that he can fold himself into taka's side, burying his face in his neck and clinging on as he settles in for sleep all over again.]

[bakaomi]

[ this is so very bad

when taka wakes up the next morning, he... wants to say he's surprised at this turn of events, but it just keeps fucking happening and also this time he helped instigate it instead of just allowing senri to do it.

senri is so close.

there's a moment where he leans in, and he's so close to pressing a kiss to his temple, but he backs out and just sighs, wondering if he should get up or wait for senri to wake up. ]

[usogi]

[it's very bad.

it's so very bad, and senri is very gay, and that much is confirmed when he wakes up the next morning too. even though he was mad at taka pretty much up until the second that he passed out - he feels so unfortunately at peace when he gets to be next to him just like this. he opens his eyes briefly even though he doesn't lift his head and -

he could have another day without taka. he could even try to find a date for real. he could hang out with the other first years without taka, because they'd make it awkward. he could try to rebuild his life in tokyo.

but so far doing bits and pieces of that hasn't brought him any more peace than this moment.

he doesn't know if taka's awake - but they've done this enough days now that he. is losing the strength to let go. when the person he wants is right in front of him, what is he supposed to do?

so instead he just holds onto a little bit tighter for just a second, and subconsciously tries to press himself against taka a bit more]

[bakaomi]

[ the problem is that no matter how much time they spend apart during the day, in the end they share a room. taka thinks that maybe, if they weren't partners, it would probably be easier to get over this. not easy, but easier.

instead they have this.

eventually he has to move though. slowly, he shifts, trying his best not to disturb senri too much. he's mostly hoping that he can slip out and keep senri asleep?? ]