[ meltryllis is used to the people she loves leaving her (or her leaving them), one way or another. she only wants that by leaving, it's to be happy or to become happier, not to want to die or cease to exist because the older brother who raised him was a shitty older brother.
she knows that's not the kind of thing to say here. she understands how much toi loves his brother even if she doesn't understand why. ]
He was your whole world for a while, wasn't he? He was your whole world even if he might have betrayed you.
You'd still want him around even if you wanted something else from him. Or even if you didn't.
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she knows that's not the kind of thing to say here. she understands how much toi loves his brother even if she doesn't understand why. ]
He was your whole world for a while, wasn't he? He was your whole world even if he might have betrayed you.
You'd still want him around even if you wanted something else from him. Or even if you didn't.
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but there is a slow nod, and he doesn't respond right away, trying to articulate a way to agree that isn't just a one word answer. ]
... yeah.
[ first step failed. but he tries again. ]
I needed to... figure that out. Before I saw anyone.