[ there's a pause, and he will shift, moving so that he's more on akira's lap than between his legs. mostly so he can turn more comfortably so he can face him more properly. ]
I don't mind.
[ but akira does, he realizes.
he leans in again, pressing his face against the crook of akira's neck. ]
[Aaaaaaaaaa. His body wants to freeze as Ryo shifts (because it feels too good), but he has to move his legs and torso to accommodate the new position. Once Ryo settles, he returns his arms around Ryo's shoulders and front.
He lifts his chin to give Ryo more room, even if the face in his neck makes his heart start up again.]
You're important to me.
[A quiet emphasis to prove his earlier point. But he understands what Ryo is trying to say. Gently, he nuzzles Ryo's head with his jaw, and he curls Ryo more into himself.]
[ it's said with confidence, and he kisses akira's neck, like to really show it, although it's a softer kiss compared to when he has previously bitten the hell out of akira.
but he's more than fine with it, since for ryo, this is the closest he'll ever get. why would he say no to something like that? ]
But whatever you want. Whatever form you want-- if you'd like for me to be a woman, or my real one, or this.
[The kiss makes tingling warmth zip out through his body from the middle of his chest; the electricity of it melts into something smooth and warm.
But his face has become mostly red. He sinks down the edge of the tub and slowly into the water. He mumbles shyly,] ...I like all of them, [before his face slips beneath the surface.
Maybe he will just drown and be spared from showing how absolutely horny he is in front of the one person who already knows.]
[ he just fuckin. watches akira go under the water. goodbye forever, he guesses
ryo looks over. jd is outside of the door, napping. he seems to have given up on getting their attention as they have been being obnoxiously horny instead of giving him pats. he looks back to where akira is.
he dunks his head into the water to nuzzle against akira's neck again. ]
[Sometimes, you are bisexual. Pansexual? You really like your genderfluid soulmate.
A burst of bubbles pops out of his mouth in surprise when Ryo ducks into the water to nuzzle him. HE DIDN'T THINK RYO WOULD COME AFTER HIM. He's gonna run out of air. He sits suddenly up out of the water, bringing Ryo up with him in his arms. Okay, well, he can't drown now because Ryo was there with him, and he doesn't want Ryo to also drown. (Ryo would probably not drown at all.)
He blinks the water away from his eyes, peering at Ryo with his fluffy hair now plastered against his head and face. He just stares for the longest few seconds.
[ the funniest thing is that despite all of the flirting and ryo just flat out propositioning akira, he is still somehow surprised by the kiss. there is the tiniest gasp that is swallowed by his mouth. help.
well. sort of help. there's just a few seconds of him not doing anything as he makes an attempt to mentally process this before he kisses back, wrapping his arms around akira's shoulders.
ryo really was just going to go downstairs to the couch ]
[Clearly, Akira isn't the only stupid ho in this bathtub.
He is mostly timidly kissing Ryo, unsure and hesitate; he is trying to get all of it out of the way, but he still understands Ryo may be mad at him. Up until... Ryo decides to kiss him back, then he gets more confident in what he's trying to do. The plus side? Akira has become a way better kisser than he was years ago. Experience, baby.
His arms turn Ryo a little more to him, and he reaches up to push his fingers up the side of Ryo's neck, cradling Ryo's face. There's some hunger behind the kiss, and he kisses Ryo for a while. When he stops, he doesn't really move his head away at all.]
ryo very slowly opens his eyes, almost like he is double checking that akira is indeed there. he closes his eyes again, letting out a quiet sigh of content.
sometimes you wait a very long time to kiss a certain person that you weren't even sure you'd ever see again. ]
he probably should, maybe, but none of that is anywhere near as important as having akira this close to him. after so much loss, both the kind he gave to other people and what was inflicted upon himself, this is finally something that feels... good. peaceful. things that satan probably should not be granted but ryo wants it anyway. are angels always such selfish creatures? ]
He leans his forehead against Ryo’s, offering a small, undoubtedly wet, nuzzle.]
Then kiss me more. I want you to kiss me.
[This was half the problem a long time ago. On his own end. Being touched starved, craving affection. He should have just told Ryo that from the start. Not when it was too late.
[ there is something about akira just telling ryo to kiss him that, unfortunately, ryo finds very attractive. too attractive. he truly has like no sexual desire for anyone else so it just gets laser focused so hard on akira.
but the demand is really enough to make ryo kiss him again, almost a little greedily. his hand moves up so it can slip into akira's hair and tug at the strands in the way that ryo knows he likes.
they are going to get pruney at some point in here ]
[This thrills him way more than he should let it. He thinks he should feel guilty… but it’s been a while since everything with the twins and their friends. It really has been a while for him.
It isn’t as if he moved on immediately the next day.
Sure things are fast now that he is here with Ryo. And they’re sitting in the tub together, making out, but that’s okay…?
The pleasant hum he tries to let out turns into a startled moan when his hair is tugged. Right in Ryo’s mouth, but he at least pauses in the kiss to do it.
NOT THE HAIR. One thing isn’t gonna be pruny in here now.]
they should probably talk about it at some point. like, they are not going to talk about it right now, as they are in the middle of kissing, but at some point. maybe they should. when they are not naked in a bathtub on top of each other.
but not talking about these things is what screwed them over in the first place, so they should learn from their mistakes.
for now, though, ryo is just encouraged to tug at akira's hair more as he keeps kissing him. he opens one eye, idly, just to look... down... at something... before just continuing. it's fine. ]
[DON'T SAY IT WHEN RYO JUST LOOKS DOWN AT IT? Don't look down at all because he's just unfortunately horny, no way to lie about it. RYO IS NOT HELPING ANYTHING BY YANKING HIS HAIR.
The pull eases another groan up in his throat, but he tries hard to muffle it by continuing to kiss Ryo languidly. His hands already have started roaming, though they do hesitate at Ryo's side, curling gently into the skin.
[The permission puts the warmth back in his chest, and maybe it's a little hotter than before. He murmurs, pushing his hands up and down Ryo's sides, and then down more over the hips now that he's heard he can.
Possessively, his fingers curl into the pale skin, then smooth out, petting apologetically. Only to turn around and manhandle Ryo into sitting directly on his lap, facing him. He leans up to press his lips to the bottom of Ryo's neck, the highest he can reach for now. But that's fine.
Since he kisses down to the collar where he bites. Gently.]
also, the bite makes him jump just very slightly, but mostly there is a very weird soft feeling at it being gentle instead of the usual roughness they did before. he gives akira's hair another tug, appreciatively. his face feels hot but he will just assume it's because of the bath. ]
He rests his mouth, which has turned up into somewhat of a grin, against the place he bit, humming behind his lips at the pull in his hair.] Do you still make the same noises you used to make…? [He wants to bite again, but instead, he kisses across over the plane of Ryo’s chest to the other side.
Affectionately, gently, he bites the soft flesh between Ryo’s collar and neck. Then he kisses it too.]
the kissing is very soft though. the hair pulling turns into more of ryo just running his hands through it, massaging while occasionally giving it a light tug. his other hand moves to rest at akira's inner thigh, but it doesn't move any more than that. ]
[He tips his head back briefly into the hand passing through it.]
Yeah, I heard them. I liked hearing them. You—
[The hand on his thigh causes him to jolt slightly, and he gasps despite not wanting to sound so desperate. Heat pools into his face. He moves his own hands, like that’ll somehow coax Ryo into returning the favor, rubbing his thumbs over Ryo’s stomach.]
[ ah, that reaction makes him squeeze his thigh slightly. ryo lets out a hum of approval. he is... very clearly trying not to make any other noises, because right now he has decided to bully akira.
His hips buck slightly under the hand, and he moans in surprise. Alright… Alright! He doesn’t have nearly enough of the same reservations he had a long time ago.
Both hands yank Ryo up higher on his lap, but hold Ryo down so the slide is more like a grind. (This is terrible for him in the long run.)
This time when he puts his mouth on Ryo’s neck, he doesn’t kiss or bite, but he does suckle the skin between his lips and his teeth.
[ worst thing in the world: that feels very good. learning how to be horny was a very bad move, actually.
ryo actually lets go of akira's hair so he can quickly cover his own mouth in an attempt to cover a moan. it half works, coming out way more muffled than it would have. he's mad about this now. ]
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I don't mind.
[ but akira does, he realizes.
he leans in again, pressing his face against the crook of akira's neck. ]
I want to make you feel better.
[ instead of worse. for once. ]
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He lifts his chin to give Ryo more room, even if the face in his neck makes his heart start up again.]
You're important to me.
[A quiet emphasis to prove his earlier point. But he understands what Ryo is trying to say. Gently, he nuzzles Ryo's head with his jaw, and he curls Ryo more into himself.]
You're really okay with it...? With me...
[He trails off.]
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[ it's said with confidence, and he kisses akira's neck, like to really show it, although it's a softer kiss compared to when he has previously bitten the hell out of akira.
but he's more than fine with it, since for ryo, this is the closest he'll ever get. why would he say no to something like that? ]
But whatever you want. Whatever form you want-- if you'd like for me to be a woman, or my real one, or this.
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But his face has become mostly red. He sinks down the edge of the tub and slowly into the water. He mumbles shyly,] ...I like all of them, [before his face slips beneath the surface.
Maybe he will just drown and be spared from showing how absolutely horny he is in front of the one person who already knows.]
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ryo looks over. jd is outside of the door, napping. he seems to have given up on getting their attention as they have been being obnoxiously horny instead of giving him pats. he looks back to where akira is.
he dunks his head into the water to nuzzle against akira's neck again. ]
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A burst of bubbles pops out of his mouth in surprise when Ryo ducks into the water to nuzzle him. HE DIDN'T THINK RYO WOULD COME AFTER HIM. He's gonna run out of air. He sits suddenly up out of the water, bringing Ryo up with him in his arms. Okay, well, he can't drown now because Ryo was there with him, and he doesn't want Ryo to also drown. (Ryo would probably not drown at all.)
He blinks the water away from his eyes, peering at Ryo with his fluffy hair now plastered against his head and face. He just stares for the longest few seconds.
And then he just kisses Ryo without any warning.]
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well. sort of help. there's just a few seconds of him not doing anything as he makes an attempt to mentally process this before he kisses back, wrapping his arms around akira's shoulders.
ryo really was just going to go downstairs to the couch ]
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He is mostly timidly kissing Ryo, unsure and hesitate; he is trying to get all of it out of the way, but he still understands Ryo may be mad at him. Up until... Ryo decides to kiss him back, then he gets more confident in what he's trying to do. The plus side? Akira has become a way better kisser than he was years ago. Experience, baby.
His arms turn Ryo a little more to him, and he reaches up to push his fingers up the side of Ryo's neck, cradling Ryo's face. There's some hunger behind the kiss, and he kisses Ryo for a while. When he stops, he doesn't really move his head away at all.]
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ryo very slowly opens his eyes, almost like he is double checking that akira is indeed there. he closes his eyes again, letting out a quiet sigh of content.
sometimes you wait a very long time to kiss a certain person that you weren't even sure you'd ever see again. ]
Akira...
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He's not entirely sure what's amusing, maybe it's just the way he acted so boldly on top of what he did, on top of feeling happy too.]
Sorry, but I wanted to.
[He kisses Ryo again, but chastely, quick. He pulls Ryo against him like he might be able to make them into a single person.]
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[ it's not like he minds.
he probably should, maybe, but none of that is anywhere near as important as having akira this close to him. after so much loss, both the kind he gave to other people and what was inflicted upon himself, this is finally something that feels... good. peaceful. things that satan probably should not be granted but ryo wants it anyway. are angels always such selfish creatures? ]
I always want to kiss you.
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He leans his forehead against Ryo’s, offering a small, undoubtedly wet, nuzzle.]
Then kiss me more. I want you to kiss me.
[This was half the problem a long time ago. On his own end. Being touched starved, craving affection. He should have just told Ryo that from the start. Not when it was too late.
So, like, he is doing that now.]
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but the demand is really enough to make ryo kiss him again, almost a little greedily. his hand moves up so it can slip into akira's hair and tug at the strands in the way that ryo knows he likes.
they are going to get pruney at some point in here ]
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It isn’t as if he moved on immediately the next day.
Sure things are fast now that he is here with Ryo. And they’re sitting in the tub together, making out, but that’s okay…?
The pleasant hum he tries to let out turns into a startled moan when his hair is tugged. Right in Ryo’s mouth, but he at least pauses in the kiss to do it.
NOT THE HAIR. One thing isn’t gonna be pruny in here now.]
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they should probably talk about it at some point. like, they are not going to talk about it right now, as they are in the middle of kissing, but at some point. maybe they should. when they are not naked in a bathtub on top of each other.
but not talking about these things is what screwed them over in the first place, so they should learn from their mistakes.
for now, though, ryo is just encouraged to tug at akira's hair more as he keeps kissing him. he opens one eye, idly, just to look... down... at something... before just continuing. it's fine. ]
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The pull eases another groan up in his throat, but he tries hard to muffle it by continuing to kiss Ryo languidly. His hands already have started roaming, though they do hesitate at Ryo's side, curling gently into the skin.
He pulls back slightly to... look at Ryo.]
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I said you can do anything.
[ he shifts, leaning downward, so that he can press another kiss to akira's neck. ]
Go ahead, Akira.
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[The permission puts the warmth back in his chest, and maybe it's a little hotter than before. He murmurs, pushing his hands up and down Ryo's sides, and then down more over the hips now that he's heard he can.
Possessively, his fingers curl into the pale skin, then smooth out, petting apologetically. Only to turn around and manhandle Ryo into sitting directly on his lap, facing him. He leans up to press his lips to the bottom of Ryo's neck, the highest he can reach for now. But that's fine.
Since he kisses down to the collar where he bites. Gently.]
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also, the bite makes him jump just very slightly, but mostly there is a very weird soft feeling at it being gentle instead of the usual roughness they did before. he gives akira's hair another tug, appreciatively. his face feels hot but he will just assume it's because of the bath. ]
Do that again.
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He rests his mouth, which has turned up into somewhat of a grin, against the place he bit, humming behind his lips at the pull in his hair.] Do you still make the same noises you used to make…? [He wants to bite again, but instead, he kisses across over the plane of Ryo’s chest to the other side.
Affectionately, gently, he bites the soft flesh between Ryo’s collar and neck. Then he kisses it too.]
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[ ryo you fucking liar
the kissing is very soft though. the hair pulling turns into more of ryo just running his hands through it, massaging while occasionally giving it a light tug. his other hand moves to rest at akira's inner thigh, but it doesn't move any more than that. ]
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Yeah, I heard them. I liked hearing them. You—
[The hand on his thigh causes him to jolt slightly, and he gasps despite not wanting to sound so desperate. Heat pools into his face. He moves his own hands, like that’ll somehow coax Ryo into returning the favor, rubbing his thumbs over Ryo’s stomach.]
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try harder!!! ]
I don't remember that.
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His hips buck slightly under the hand, and he moans in surprise. Alright… Alright! He doesn’t have nearly enough of the same reservations he had a long time ago.
Both hands yank Ryo up higher on his lap, but hold Ryo down so the slide is more like a grind. (This is terrible for him in the long run.)
This time when he puts his mouth on Ryo’s neck, he doesn’t kiss or bite, but he does suckle the skin between his lips and his teeth.
Give him the noises and stop being rude!]
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ryo actually lets go of akira's hair so he can quickly cover his own mouth in an attempt to cover a moan. it half works, coming out way more muffled than it would have. he's mad about this now. ]
I still, ah... don't.
[ he will die on this hill ]
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